Friday, April 30, 2010

Document Keeper File 1: The First Day

Today is our first day in collage, never thought that it would be like this to actually pass the exam and be a student. Well after so many failed attempt, I guess that I already deliver myself to a state that can forget about what I should do when things like this happened.

"How's your feeling today? afraid I presume."

A deep voice as I heard it and a hand suddenly strike me from behind.Catching my self from getting involved to the front I simply assumed that it was a greeting from a newly acquired friend.
As I turn all of my self thought expectation crash to the floor. It is not the one that I expect to meet soon after I ever taste any "good luck" after so many years. Didn't want to believe in owns eye perception escaping from the fact that "the good luck" has wither away once again. It was him "The helper" as me the newly recruit called him.

"Your not here" was the very first word that come out of my mouth. 

Trying to push the image of his presence away is what I tried to do until a few words come out from him, again crashing me and my peaceful morning at the very first day in collage to shatter and spread all over the place.

"Ooooooooho, but I am here kid and don't try to push me over cause you simply can't."

"But it's to early, I don't even have the chance to enjoy my first day" said I.

Trying to denied anything that he will said cause I knew it will ruined the rest of my day.

To be continued..............
next the mystery revealed.....................................

Monday, April 26, 2010

Document Keeper File 1 : The First Document

A life as a collage student, that is how my life should begin in everyday after today. Never really I could Imagine the felling before experiencing it first hand. Somehow it feels good yet nothing to compared to the one I have having fun with friend. And to believe that I could really be here today as one of the participant of a university though my grades are sucks. It's not just way below standard but I actually able to fail all the major subject twice before passing the grades for graduation. 
After all that, here I am standing at the entrance ceremony making my to a University that not even the best of my highschool friend could enter. I try to laugh but every time I remember what got me exepted in the first place send chiver through my back. 'Cause I don't think everythink will be over once I enlisted in this University. "More will come" that words keep ringing inside my head as that was the words given by the one that get me enlisted as a student here.
All that man said that I'm gonna be his eye alongside everybody else that he have choosen. 
Don't know what that guy has in mind though, most of us just accept the offer as the result of our frustration over the result of our test.
"Wait till I contact U" that is his last words before leaving us after we received our letter of acceptence to the University. The other said that he is going to turn us into some kind of spy to gather info about the misleading problem happened in this University. 
Well not that it matters now, just to get accepted here alredy make us way over our head. All I could think about is that I am gonna be the first in my family that go to a University.
After the ceremony we all went home to prepare for our first day as a collage student.
Than the day ends for tomorrow to begin.
...to be continued........